my frenz!!

after 10 mins of crying, i decided to blog today
i dunoe why, i juz feel like crying... something that irritates my mind,
make me sad.. and was thinking why am i having such bad/worst life!!!!
this time round, definitely not becoz of work...
sometimes frenz may be the best out of everything
but sometimes frenz may be hurtful for everything
and i know that we cant depends on others,
we have to do things ourselves, that no way others will be helping u.
i understand this point of view long time ago,
i'm always lying to myself that frenz wasnt that bad wad
they are here to laugh wif u, make fun, enjoy...
but definitely there is ups and downs.. which i hate it alot alot..
wadever i wrote here, it juz wad i feel..i love to say everything out...
there no use hiding in my heart for life and no one know wad had happen rite
wad if i die tml??? and no one know the cause??? and no one know how i feel for the past 21 years? my frenz will tot that i'm having attitude problem whenever i talk back to them or shout at them or ignore them... there no use of explaining.. wadever they say is like wad the judge have made the decision.. i used to tolerate my frenz as well, but my frenz always tot that they are the one to have tolerate others. and not me..!!!
definitely i'm not bu shuang over here, i'm just being sad...
for my phase, u guys wont understand and i really meant it not juz for joke!!!