Monday, January 19, 2009

我的压力

终于,我抛开一些压力 但是还是很多的不开心
一言难尽,很遗憾的事,我没办法跟任何人说
我的心情没人了解, 我的压力没人理 我的话没人会听
有人说,读书好
有人说,做工好

有时候,我真的真的很想生气 但是心地善良的我 无法真的发脾气
不是我自夸,这是事实 我不能掉头就走, 只怪我不够潇洒
但谁能告诉我,我的人真的有那么容易被欺负吗?
如果是,那你不帮我 还联合欺负我 那你算好人吗???

让我告诉你 这一点都不好玩!!!


for some privacy of mine, please do me a favor by not asking me who do i referred to or wadever stupid qns for me... no reply will be given... thanks..


anyway some photos are up for u guys to view.. ;]

me with my hair curl(temp)



indonesian food

is nice ;] and super duper spicy!!!

nice rite????? planning to get permanent hair curl.. ;]



nice qibao ;]


me wif PSG- the gal who is going to spolit my speaker by her voice.. lols.


THE END!!!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

my frenz!!

after 10 mins of crying, i decided to blog today
i dunoe why, i juz feel like crying... something that irritates my mind,
make me sad.. and was thinking why am i having such bad/worst life!!!!
this time round, definitely not becoz of work...
sometimes frenz may be the best out of everything
but sometimes frenz may be hurtful for everything
and i know that we cant depends on others,
we have to do things ourselves, that no way others will be helping u.
i understand this point of view long time ago,
i'm always lying to myself that frenz wasnt that bad wad
they are here to laugh wif u, make fun, enjoy...
but definitely there is ups and downs.. which i hate it alot alot..
wadever i wrote here, it juz wad i feel..i love to say everything out...
there no use hiding in my heart for life and no one know wad had happen rite
wad if i die tml??? and no one know the cause??? and no one know how i feel for the past 21 years? my frenz will tot that i'm having attitude problem whenever i talk back to them or shout at them or ignore them... there no use of explaining.. wadever they say is like wad the judge have made the decision.. i used to tolerate my frenz as well, but my frenz always tot that they are the one to have tolerate others. and not me..!!!
definitely i'm not bu shuang over here, i'm just being sad...
for my phase, u guys wont understand and i really meant it not juz for joke!!!