我觉得我的生活很累很累。。 一个人的时候， 觉得很闷很闷。。 要做的事情也不多， 做完了又不知道要做些什么。 是不是每个人都像我一样，有这样的想法， 所以现在吸烟者很多很多。。 是以为他们很多心事？ 很烦很烦？ 放心好了，我不会去吸烟的啦。 又浪费钱，也对身体不好。 有是， 为了大局着想， 只好把自己的不开心， 暂是忘掉。 只能自己想想， 问题到底出在哪里。 怪不得，我会那么累。 有时不要以为一是的错觉或好感， 让自己做出一个决定。 有是， 又想到一个没有人认识我的地方， 在哪里生活， 偶尔通通电话， 聊聊天， 这也不错， 至少争执的几率很低。 可以这样说吗？ 或者可以嫁到很远的地方， 在那里做居民。 应该会比在这里开心吧？ 话是这样说啦， 可能我到那里我就后悔了。 哈哈！我了解到， 有时批评别人是一种不好的事， 你有什么资格说人啊。 这世上是没有十全十美的人， 你要说人的时候， 请照照镜子。 证明自己的无缺点的时候再说人吧。 所以为什么女人说要找大的男人？ 以为他们很会想， 不会说或做出幼稚的事。 不只是男人， 女人也一样。 所以要找朋友要慎选。 认识久的朋友不代表他们很了解你， 如果了解你的时候， 就不会不知道那些话你不想听， 也不会不知道那些话你很想听。 不要认为你在开玩笑， 如果你真的这样以为， 那就代表你还不会想， 哪些话该说哪些话不该说。不说了啦。 如果真的要说， 一辈子的时间都说不完。 只有会想的人才了解。 不了解的人，再怎么解释还是不了解。

NOW IS MY OFF DAY>> haaas.. thursday and friday.. LUCKY ME ar.. ;] can get off for two days, friday celebrating friends bday, should be at royal park hotel? i not very sure also.. hmm.. first time celebrating at hotel.. hopefully it will be a joyful day. ;] anyway, work is still fine for me.. kinda bored anyway... coz is like nothing to do.. ;[ canot one person one counter.. ;[ coz i still dunoe the account to login.. but i can still chat wif them la.. listen to their gossip.. haiz. most of them are aunties, so they did tell me about those ren sheng da dao li, and their live story.. hmm.. not bad yeah.. next week will be working morning shift le.. sianxxxxx.. 745-1615.... haha can go home eat dinner le.. ;] first time yeah.. i have been missing my mum cooking le.. ;[ well, got to slp early le.. now downloading hai pai tian xin.. is so funny, i can even laugh inside the bus that sent us home.. hahas. and train as well.. LOL.. super throw face.. but i just cant help myself for laughing it.. ;] soooooooo cute......... ;] anyway working life for me now.. looking for mature guys as well, hahas, best ar.. with career already.. so i wont stress for it too.. even the aunties is helping me to look out.. ;] haha. good luck to me and to those who are still single.. ;] LOVE ME.. ;]

hello... tml is my OFF day!!! so happy. hahas.. anyway, i started to work as a cage cashier at resort world.. since MBS haven call me up for dealer position.. i'm still interested in working as dealer instead of cage cashier.. but nvm la.. just try try first lor.. gain lots lots of experience.. first two days is orientation.. kinda bored.. first day, i fall a slp.. LOL. shhhhh.. only qi noe.. ;] she still signal me when got ppl come over.. hahaa. anyway we sit in first row.!! ;[ coz no more place.. then quite obvious de ma.. after that me and her slping together when we seating right behind.. LOL.. sec day late... then the class already start.. and again, we sit at first row.. i sit in my original place.. but qi place is taken by one guy already.. after tat got split into teams.. then qi ask me to ask that guy to swap place wif her.. of course i dun dare la.. then i ask her to ask the gal who sit beside her to swap wif me.. hahas. but the gal who sit beside her, got frenz sitting beside her.. so is impossible for her to change.. therefore, we two keep quiet.. then the guy beside me like noe tat we two wan to sit together.. so he volunteer to sit there. wow.. kinda nice guy.. after that split into groups.. then start a small quiz abt monday briefing.. then we got the highest team.. ;] after that is to build a tower, we fail at this section.. so we get 0 marks.. luckily we are not the losers. losers have to punish them.. which is stay back and clean the room.. while the rest go for a break. after break, there is a game abt teamwork.. which is separate the 150 ppl into half.. then one side will have rope.. the centre will be 2 pails. (one empty, another one got ping pong balls) we got to work together to make use of the rope to carry the one that has ping pong balls and pour to another empty pail using the rope.. at first i not playing.. then suddenly when the person who is throwing the rope got nobody to catch.. so one uncle ask me to catch.. then at that time i started to participate.. qi at another side nv play. ;[ this really needs technique to make the thing successful.. while me and one uncle twisting the rope to make it tight in order to carry up the pail, he ask me, are u very cold. and i say yea... ahhaa. he say my hand very cold. haha. i dun even notice that my hand actually touches his hand.. in fact, i really very cold.. keep complaining to qi that i very cold i very cold.. finally, we make it... we cheer happily.. ;] back home.. becoz of this job i spend alot in pants and shoes.. ;[ coz need to wear formal.. today we got to go resort world and start work.. only the cage cashier.. while the trainees(dealer) wil stay there to train.. 16 of us reach there. doing our thumb print.. kinda interesting.. hahas. and learn many things as well.. tml off day.. and friday start at 1545.. ;] going to slp le. nitex.. bye.. MISS Mee.. will update more.. when i'm freee.. hopefully i can get the licence to work in RWS.. one fortune teller which is one of the coupier told me i will have 3 marriage.. ;[ so i have to wait till 28 years old then can married.. if not i will divorce.. so sad.. qi so good.. only one marriage.. but the happiest thing is that he say i got tao hua yun.. wow uncle so pro.. this thing also noe.. LOL..

终于要走了， 始终有一点舍不得， 这是没有办法的。 我好弱， 写这几个字，眼泪就一直往下流。 没有人会理解我。虽然说，我有一点点不满这里， 但是要走的时候还是舍不得。 每个人都劝我离开， 我知道那个地方，不是人留的。 但是我就是会难过， 会舍不得。我老是都相信世界上会有好人， 但是我错了。 就是有一些大坏蛋 把这世界都摧毁了。 听着何伟健的“变化”， 眼泪反复的在脸上流， 好像下起大雨， 三天三夜都没停过。 唯一不同的是， 地上是不会累的， 而我的眼， 好累好累。人活在这世界上就是要开心， 也有人会为了一点点小事伤心， 就像我一样。 像一只爱哭鬼， 哭道连一句话都说不出来。 但是唯一我能说的， 就是我结交的一些好朋友， 可以诉苦的对象， 可以一起说话， 一起八卦的朋友， 还有一起吃夜宵的朋友， 这叫我这么舍得他们？ 我每晚都这么哭法， 不瞎才怪。。。 白雪莲 不要再哭了， 不然以后都没有眼泪了。。 ；【 往后的日子， 要好好的过。。 怎么都可以变， 但是心不能变。。。 要保持心地善良， 是我唯一的宗旨 ；】 加油加油。 《3 TONKICHI。。。

i back to blog.. today is my graduation day..ok la.. quite sianx for me..becoz poly frenz wasnt that close to me, and wasnt those crazy frenz like me.. so not able to communicate that much, just simply take some shots and thats it..! and i think my two years down the road, i nv ever went out wif them.. just once or twice wif my year 3 classmates. hahas. meet jieleng, wendy and andy to have dinner at tonkichi.. hahas. quite a few FREE appetizers, thanks to them.. ;] LOVE THEM.. free appetizers like potato salad, edamame, tori karrage, tatami, fugu miriboshi and vanila ice cream and coffee jelly for dessert.. wendy and andy order ramen set.. and salmon daisuki, ang order hire toji, and i order sauce yaki udon and metaiko katsu. super duper full!!!! back home after that.. ;] anyway, resort world accept me.. as cage cashier.. gain some experience first.. ;]

我超级不开心的！！！ 但这都是我应得的 ；【 只怪我自己说走不走。。。 都怪我自己放不下。。 一切都是我自由自取。。也怪我自己没有好好的防备， 让你有机会说我的不是。。。 但是我还是要骂你。。 死八婆， 死八婆。。 亏我老是替你着想。。辛好有你， 我才能把我的不开心给说出来。。 辛好有你， 我才领悟到， 世界就是有你， 才不完美！！！

WOW... not blogging for almost 2 months.. HAHAA. this few days keep online until very late.. hmmm... i have uploaded some pictures from my phone.. those outdated + outdated pic.. hahas..
i now jobless le.. looking for jobs.. any job opportunity please inform me..!! i went to hongkong wif my miniegg.. hahas. through out this journey.. i think we doesnt have those serious fights la.. so still ok.. we can still travel together without any fight.. i will talk more abt hk once i uploaded those pictures.. perhapes tml ? or maybe wait til i got the mood? hahs. results for my FYP wasnt that bad.. I LOVE MY SUP!!! hahaa. but actually i did crack my brains.. no one help me wif the perl script.. so i think i'm still the clever type wan.. HAHAA.. dun say i stupid HOH.. if i wan to study i can be clever then anyone else.. hahaa. in this world only got 6 ppl wont praise me.. PLEASE guess who is the 6 ppl.. which is the member of the miniegg.. i nv see them praise me wan leh.. so i always praise myself.. HAHAA. i think they noe that i wil praise myself.. so they dun bother to praise me at all.. i shall went to dream of my dream guy already.. good nitex frenz.. more pictures will be uploaded.. ;]

Pictures from my PHONE..!!


mushroom taken at woodland industrial park.. near driving centre there..





there is alot alot alot.. after looking at those mushroom.. my hair stands lor.. canot take it..
me and my colleague laugh throughout the journey..!!




taken during hongkong trip.. to la xiang guan

he is handsome leh..


i'm the emperor!!


SHE IS DAMN PRETTY!!!



in Hotel!!






in TRAIN!!






they are having some functions..



sunrise!!





taken in singapore airport..




shangri-la hotel TOILET.. wif yen!!







i tot i going to say goodbye to tonkichi.. butttt.... ;[




pig rabbit at row house!!




party world drinks.. mine, lixia and yang.. ;]



me and shihui!!! pretty gal!


me, yang and shihui

another pretty!!! cheryl and me!!




peiyi, shihui and cheryl..







pig rabbit at lisa san house.. I WAN IT TOO>.
if u guys got watch the korea drama.. "you are beautiful" you will get to know this pig rabbit..

new year big feast... add on to our steamboat session


taken in lab

done by LIXIA



before presenting!!!



bought from japan.. by uncle sim(tonkichi big chef)

this is nice!!! super super NICE!!


ichiban wif mum and sister!!!

MINIEGG no.2 (ah ming) and MINIEGG no. 6(me)!!!

sch toilet.!!

YANG....











done by andy(tonkichi cook)

christmas present from elder sis.. she is too lazy to get me present
wrap this box wif super lots of layers.. and put 20bucks inside this box..!! argg!!


YEN!!!

DA DA DA!!


WESLEY!!! Eunice small nephew


Tan yuan... my mum tan yuan no. 1..


plus herbal chicken soup!!


done by YANG>. lol. use her tie to play wif my hair..



waiting for lixia to trim her eyebrown



me and lixia(in sweden)







jurong safra?? celebrating kennedy 21st bday!


the day when she make up!! for kennedy 21st!

This was all past!!! hopefully we can meet out again. eat, crap and GOSSIP.. hahas..